Emo

I feel quite depressed recently. I figured it out, it should be because of 2 things, work and relationship. I am so bored of my work and I am in an unofficial r/s which I feel it's quite tiring because my life is so aimless now. What to do with my life?

Hey Shu Tyng, I cut my hair short again! It's so exciting to change a new style each time. You should change yours too. :) Can try Chapter 2, they are having 30% discount so it only cost 19 bucks. Very worthed it!

I am so bored today that I kept singing. I even played my brother's guitar and tried to sing with the wrong tunes produced by me. But I did managed to play Avril's "Tomorrow" song somewhat close to the original. I craved for food while being alone at home. The weather was so hot that I don't feel like doing anything. I felt bloated as my period did not come at all. I am definitely not normal! Don't think it will come itself if I don't take medicine to induce it. Now's showing Lemony Snickets, A series of unfortunate events. I did not really follow the whole story as I am too engrossed with things online.

Recently bought a exfoliating mud mask, say Yes to Carrots is the brand. You should try it too. It does not irritate your skin and leave it dry aft removing it. My skin felt better after using it.

I want to get a haircut. Hope to change a new and trendy style. Looking forward to the day when I decided to go to the salon. :)

My Mother is my Best Friend

Ever since I started working, I realised the hardship of working life. Sometimes it is not about the work load but the people around you that caused the stress. I am facing that right now. Experiencing some tension with this old bitch for a long long time that I cannot take it lying down this time. I've been feeling a reluctancy to go to work. At work, I am unable to put in my 100% concentration. I am always restless and when it hits me hard, I need comfort food to calm my senses down for awhile. I guess these are symptoms displayed because of the intense emotional stress that I am facing. Right now I am on urgent leave because I dread going to work today. I just can't see myself facing them another day.

Luckily, I have my mother to confide in. At least now she listens to me. That's the way man. I don't need people to judge on me whether I am wrong in taking leave or not having the responsibility to report to work. I don't think there is a right or wrong answer to this. I feel it's more like a behavioural act that needs to get to the root of the problem to solve it.

There is always a reason behind everything I do. Please understand and when it comes to your turn I can assure you I will be empathetic too.